Blessed Journey

  09 October 2010 thanks Lord Jesus Christ, because God has given a knowledge and braveness to me whole this years..   will not forget the day and the feeling when graduating as degree student from UNIMAS feel so " up on the world " a historic day and a very pack day!! running here running there and my make-up cair oredi hahaha this is the 2nd time im make-up  since 2006 YARkkk...feel...... 'when can i wash off my face ah??' --back to business-- 3 year study and its not easy oww... very tough years for me i even sometimes feel want to quit study but  yar...3 year past quickly.. im crying when hugging my parent without their support,love and caring im not here writing my convo's story its feel like.. haiya... tiba2 jadi speechless pulak  tak tau nak write apa di sini walaupun my mind full of story to share... but one thing for sure IM VERY HAPPY its once in a life im say  I AM very LUCKY tak semua orang boleh sampai bachelor degree out of 10..maybe 3 c...

Me say:: Family is everything! nonsense la when ppl say friends is everything ... craps! you dont even menghargai your own family "they always there for youbut we   blind they always wanted to talk to youbut we   deaf they always give everything you wantedbut we   bisu even say thank you oso berat nak buka mulut " last time im not proud of being daughter to my parent i always say:   "jahat dady mumy...this cannot,,that cannot everything cannot..have no freedom la...." and so on but when im growing older [now im   twenty three ] i realize that they are really a good friend i started to learn and share everything with my parent  i talk to them and they listen i know how much they appreciate it you'll never know how your parent have sacrife[a lot] for you and you say friends is everything??or boyfriends is everything??and you give everything to him back??CRAPS!!tipah tertipu lagi dan lagi...~~~please lar.... have u ever   hug   your parent?or ...

Im sure everyone got one or more  best buddy right? i got mine oso lah......this is him!! dearest Mr.Simon Jolly an Kelabit mix Iban guy we've been friend since 1999... so,mean that 11 years oredi owwh... we dance together in church and that how we meet and become cloze im the cikgu...and he is my murid....hahahaa our friendship is like this:: " we never say that we are best friends  we just know " [aiee...macamana itu bha?? ala...macam itu bha ] very hard to having bestfriend's relationship xspecially when girl and boy become a cloze friends usually they will fall in love right? i love the way we make friends... i love the way we care each other i love the way we talks i love the way we act in front of people and  i love and miss the moment when we dance together owh ya,recently he become my driver stay at my house    because my dad not around [inilah susah nyer teda lesen bha... terpaksa menyusahkan org pulak] for a long time didnt close together l...

The new comer is in da house!!!!! ^_^ they r really cute kan? was born in June 2010.... one girl and one boy named given::  [girl-Bunga;boy-Liung] And recently...i cut-off my hair [myself] actually,my hair realy dry and unhealthy... so,decide to cut it off to buang rambut yang kering...berbelah hujung n berbintik2....... [penyakit rambut la tuee] but i really miss my long hair!! my boy say:WHY?????haiya....so stupid... he get so angry oooo bcoz he lyke me keep my hair long... ''aiya...darling arr.....nemu ia panjai ilak deyh...ang irau bha.....''<-iban language im working oredi!!!! suppose to start 1st of July but i got something to settle up... so.... start my working life on 5th of July (today la!) i lyke my job so much! because its my dream to learn graphic and designing but  i enter fine art in university but never regret it! because fine art teach me everything!!!! owyaa... my working day was fine... bit mengantuk...... because nobody wit me... alone and lo...

A last days in UNIMAS have 5 days to go.... arggghhhh!!!!!  the end of Campus's life story in my life im thinking of: playing bowling  kayak-ing at tasek unimas K-Box karaoke cycling around unimas go rounde again in July i will starting to work as full-time instructor at The ArtFactor will working more and less enjoy and no more long-long holidays so sad.... but positively thinking [ i will enjoy my working's life ] be an art instructor and  doing animation projects  ------- i lyke this!!!!-------- [ i dream i will have my own studio oso...ahahaha.....] a plan 10 years from now art studio or art gallery hihihihi

My faveret graphic novel!!! im collecting since 2005  but retired 1 year ago.... but plan to collect again....^^ got 20+ in collection.... 2 given by my frenz Qla bcoz she now me lyke graphic novel  and 1 [title Benjamin] hilang..... me oso collect Utopia... later i post the picture... but now.. no more since University's era [sbb dh makin tak menarik content nya]

Goshh.... what a day! It is my worst day ever tapi takpe......kenangan pahit kadang2 boleh jadi a very swit memories to keep! Petikan wikipedia.com tentang memory :: In psychology , memory is an organism's ability to store, retain, and recall information . Traditional studies of memory began in the fields of philosophy , including techniques of artificially enhancing the memory . The late nineteenth and early twentieth century put memory within the paradigms of cognitive psychology . In recent decades, it has become one of the principal pillars of a branch of science called cognitive neuroscience , an interdisciplinary link between cognitive psychology and neuroscience .   Alkisahnyer begini ............... [prop. berasap2 memenuhi ruang ingatanmu] [singkatan cerita keh] tak yah crita banyak2 la........ hihi .  I having a date ..yah..date lar,i promise with my boy to pay broadband bill togethr-gether [almaklum la...hujung bulan kn??] but.. HeAVY rain comein bila sesampai j...

[DIA]RI Dah berkurun lama aku tingalkan zaman menulis diari... [2002 until 2007] someones  important to me say :: no need to write anymore~ enough [fullstop] n  i stop ada kisah disebalik kisah 'bersara' ku but,let me keep it myself. now i am typing not writing anymore on digital diary at blogspot but still i cant forget the feeling when u [ write on paper and typing ].... its totally difference feeling..........

Guess dats im ready to become WOMAN now........ every year i cant change the fact that im getting older .... aku xdpt lari dr beberapa perkara yang time aku msh muda dulu2 iaitu: 1. High HEEL OR HighHELL coz it really  killing ME !!!!!!!!!! 2.  MAKEUP [arggghhhhhh...feel like my face mcm badut tau,cam berat semacam jak~~] 3. adult stuff/adult matters [i use to enjoying my life past 22years.........so,goodluck to me!] arrghhhh!!!!!! but.....never mind,i hv LOVELY MUM & DAD dats wont leave me alone..hahahha mrk salu jak angap aku nie stil BUDAK lg.....

Nak kongsi pasal brg2 yang aku guna:: Aku jenis yang TAHAN menggunakan all my stuff. tak heran la kalo stuff kepunyaanku memang tahan walau dah beberapa tahun. Bukan aku lokek nak beli yg lain,but......sayang. yela.....bukannye family kaya pun.so ,GUNA selagi BERGUNA ...hahaha.... aku bangga bila brg2 yg dibeli tahan .....[well....tgk sapa tuan nyer??hihi] sbb menandakn aku ni setia dlm perkara kecil dan konpem..mmg aku setia jugak dalm hal2 besar [mcm hubgn dengan kawan...boyfriend..[tiada 's' blkg yer..coz i hv only 1 beloved BF] Actualy,banyk lg stuff yg aku nk post kat cni..tp nanti sy post PIX yg len k.... hv my gadget..[NIKON D60...hihi....2nd termahal setelah laptopku].....expensive hobby.nak buat camner kn ..[ I LyKE!!!] ms umur2 seventeen dulu... suka sgt kumpul emily stuff ,now...ntah ke mana~i try to find the picture where i kumpul smua stuff emily n take a pix..[NTAH g mana....] cam budak under18 nie...suka kumpul batch,sneaker n bag ... huh!punya la byk kolek...

Im thinking of my FYP everyday... it make me feel "DUHHHHH...." This 2 weeks,i havent touch or done anything.. im not presenting anything at FYP class.. Im escaping myself.. trying to hide.. trying to forget it... not to think of it... Am i wrong when i feel like this? i feel tension... i cant wait to ending this thing.. in the end,i must done my FYP.. my artwork n writting... i cant escape..cant ignore it...