Christmas Stories...

"Keranamu,Dia Datang..." 
merupakan tema Krismas bagi tahun 2010 untuk gereja SIB daerah Kuching.
with the help of my brother and frenz...we capture the printed text on shirt and hand sinage of 'LOVE'
hihihi.......nice right???

tempias2 Krismas mula terasa since November coz lot of church event for pre-christmas
 The bottom picture is the first pre-christmas ive attend. 
Organized by Youth Eben from gereja SIB Ebenezer,Demak Laut.

And,ive attend a pre-christmas gathering of all churches of SIB daerah Kuching

Our church also have our pre-christmas night
we call it"Youth Carol Night"
we invite all the church but only Sib Ebenezer and SIB Kuching that coming...
but,we still have the night!!

me and mom anttend christmas eve dinner at Kuching Park




We've been started carolling by 12 Dec 2010...
Usually,carolling thingy have to be done before Christmas Day
because carolling mean 
"Telling the world about the birth of Jesus Christ to the world"

December would be my buziest month!
im the song leader for the carols team 
still can capture some carols moment with my Nikon *impress*

Christmas is about spreading the love
not about Santa Clause
nor Christmas tree
or snowy thingy
about the birth of Jesus Christ that came to the earth to save our soul...

Candle and Carol's songs

Cleo and Chula

Carol's Team

Happy Hours!!


Header storiessss...

 Macam aku ke-jeles-an dan ke-gatal-an pulak setelah aku lihat blog kawan aku dua orang ni tukar header baru...hahaha...memang persaingan yang sihat!!! hahah

This is shela's new header
Simple and TOTALLY HER!
i mean by "Totally Her" is because she been very humble in everything she do
Like soft colour that exactly HER!
Like cute things that really HER!
Like DIY thingy that is HER!
or u can just visit here SHELALA's blog

Shes new in blogger world..
do support her by following her blog [iklan]...hehehe
Shes my cloze friend when i was in university
thankful that she want to open up blogger account coz i always push her to do so...
Her life was so fill with colourful stories...
And id like to read more about her life as in digital format or blogger ^^
we are so apart away now...
hope to keep in touch with her life in blogger...
cheers shela!!!

This is dysha's new header!!!
this is very cute!
 and you just can visit her here DYSHA
i know dysha for 3 year...at university
we always in the same group project and more or less i can tell about her la...
Honestly speaking...
she like collecting a cute-cute thingy for herself....
i realize it when we reach third year studying
im saying so because first time i know her...
the character i can capture in is dysha is a grumpy and moody girl...
her face always moody...and i dont know why???
and its really shocking me when i knew she actualy collecting a cute thingy and draw little cute anime in her file
 Dysha is totally difference now maybe its because after knowing his fiancee...?
[maybe or because of other thing??]
i know she really happy with her life now...
She always smile and the grumpy faces slowly gone....

Dysha,if u read this...if it something u wanna say out...
please....say it
if im wrong..correct me^^

finally....i wish the best for u and your new bussiness interest!!click here and follow kissU
Best luck for you!!

This is my old header and has been tranform to
TADAAA!!!! [goes with sparkle2 sound effect]
im attaching my faveret slipper here....
i want to come up with simple header because my blog is all white
i want my blog to be simple
my background purposely empty
and ive remove some application to make my blog more simple
i just want the blog walker to read my entry...
or if u didnt agree with me and need to improve my blog
just say so....



first of december

I'm sick of LOVE
i don't know why
i thought i can stand a long relationship
I really cant do it

i really love you
just a love for a friends

I dont know what else to do..
you want me to honest with you
and say that "i hate u.."
i cant do it
i love you

I hope we can still be friend
because there's no other person that so close to me before
you are like my brother
you are like my best friend

i don't mean to hurt you
because it makes me hurt too
i just that....
i don't know what else to do now??
the best is for you and me


the person you use to call




my kata-kata semangat for my SIS yang menghadapi SPM this year
Mitchelle Lawa [my lil sister]
Cheryl Resat [my 1st kazen]
Elvina Ruran [my 1st kazen]

My kazen mazen yang kiut-miut,
(really!they are Pretty and Kiut girls!!)
 Remember God's promise::
Who ever that believe in Him will never be the tail but be the head!!
hold the promise
study smart
do the best!


five years

dating date dats reach 5years now with my beloved Fabian Ganya
thanks for everything dear!
i know 
eventhought you forget....and i getting very mad
but you know how to get my heart back..
and putting a smile on my face again..
everything have been very beautiful
thank you again

i cares about everything
and easily get touch by a simple things
but also get easily mad for a small thing
i remember a 'not-so-important' memories
and memorize everything in my tiny heart
not because i should
but because i am created so..

He did not cares about small thingy
hard to memorize even an important date 
and sometimes create a heart break to me
not because he are a heart breaker and cold heart
but because he were created so...

"Sungguh Tuhan telah mencipta segalnya begitu indah. Agar lelaki dan perempuan dapat saling melengkapi kekurangan sesama sendiri"



dady is getting older

(i forgot to post this entry and its on my draft for a long time....)
my dad getting older each year
he reach 56 years this year lor.......
we put up a simple birthday party for him for remembrace only
we bought mocca cake at sounthern cake house
cute and tasty..

he smile
but we know he actually get touch by our simple surprise party birthday
Love u Dad!!



Going Go-round to beach....
is fantastic and right plan made by my parent on this Aidiladha's Holiday!!
Having our lunch there @ Palm Garden [somewhere at Damai area la]
and having our photo shot session at Pantai Puteri..hihi....we also going to Damai resort having a walk there for a while and going to Permai also......
lastly....going to Kampung Buntal~
ow ya...for those come from malaya land that read my entry...
Damai is a place where Gunung Santubong is...
Gunung Santubong actually facing the beach [laut cina selatan]
so,when u taking picture...Gunung Santubong is behind your back^^

we bring along our two cuzie from Lawas oso
they seem happy^^


"Save Elektrik"

Aku macam perasan jak akhir2 nie...
kedai2 makan kat area Kuching ni menyahut kesedaran 
"Jimat Elektrik" 

Owya......lupak pulak nak amik gambar kedai2 makan ni ek....
nak kata lounge,bar...pub...tak la pulak....
lampu kelip2 
[yang hanya dilihat tyme2 perayaan] 
bernyala2 dengan penuh kebanggaan
nak kata tak bayar elektrik.....[BERkemungkinan besar jugak]

apa agaknyer MENU istimewa yan membuatkan para bapak2 melepak di kedai2 jimat elektrik ni owww??
nak kata makan...
tapi ku melihat hanya tin2 kehijauan bertaburan......
agaknyer hanya ada 7UP/Sprite yang dijual kot....... [AGAKNYER...]

Aku memang bangga melihat banyak kedai makan yang baru dibuka dan dinamakan dengan nama seperti: SU**I I***I, J**G CAFE bnyk la.....mean dat i noe they are BUMIPUTERA SWK
tapi kan...aktiviti yang dijalankan KURANG MENYIHATKAN PULAK....aiya.......
mesti kah nak popularkan kedai dengan membuat konsep yang bukan2.... 
memang bagus sangat OTAK perniagaan mereka kan???
Pintar,Cergas dan Pantas!!


T.A.G punya pasal

i am dilanda keBLURan now.....
but still typing even i dont noe what to do or what im doing..
ive been TAG by my frenz dysha_chan and get the entry from her oso^^ last week [i think]

this is the TAG which i copy and paste from dysha_chan entry
syarat-syaratnya adalah::
1] cipta title u oll sendiri ea^^  
[my title is:: T.A.G punya pasal]
2] 25 cerita perkara orang lain x tau tapi kene tau [gosh..i try...]
3] tag 25 orang yang u oll rasa bertuah dapat tag ne^^ huhu [my frenz not even reach 25 lorr...how???]
4] dapat tag ne daripada dysha_chan

25 things u didnt know but u should know about me::
1.i never wanted or dreaming to become an animator in my life..[which is my current position now]
2.im dancer but im not 'penari kebudayaan' like u all known. i dance in church and we call it as creative ministry. i involve in this area since 6 years old..ngee~ 
3.i might not live in the world because i nearly 'kelemasan' when my mom want to melahirkan me...in the other word..OVERDUE.
4. i like GREEN colour very very much! n i dont know WHY???
5.my relationship with my boy long 5 year now...and this coming 21 Nov is our 5 year dating's date.havent decide to further our relationship 
[still long way to go]
6.i leave my footprint in six school: Tadika Kemas Spaoh,SRB Chung Hua Spaoh,SRB Chung Hua Simanggang,SMB St.Luke Sri Aman,SMK Simanggang and SMK Datuk Patinggi Haji Abdul Gapor,Stampin
7.i can speak at least 7 language : Malay[ofcourse],Mandarin,English,Iban,Melayu Sarawak,Lun Bawang and Japanese (The 1st is the fluent and goes with least fluent)

8.My ancestor is Chinese from China...(my Dad's side)

9.i only have handphone when im 19 years old[Upper Six] 
my first handphone are Nokia 3100(given by uncle)-Motorola ??(given by dad) -Motorola something 7?? -Ngage(my boys give me)-Xpress Music 5300 (last only 2week coz been stolen)-Nokia 5200-LG-Sony w250 [i will update coz i think i missing something]...n im still using nokia5200 [almost 3 year already]

10. i choose DIGI as my first number but 5 year ago...DIGI doesnt popular.ppl even dont want reply my msg....so,i switch to CELCOM~until now

11. i didnt stick with people or having BFF or trust anyone...i dont have ANY. maybe i do have [ u read my entry right?about my best buddy...he might be one. maybe only him...] mmm..or maybe there someone..or i just didnt realize i have BFF///

12.i am lun bawang but i cant speak well,mm...bcoz we never stay at kampong and seldom balik kampong...and my dad didnt teach us to speak Lun Tau at home. i even can speak mandarin 5x better than speaking Lun Bawang!

13. u cant believe this!!i eat/sob/pepet my finger(ibu jari) until form 2..that,i make my teeth(gigi kapak)Jongang. 
My families have tried diff kind of things to make me stop.sampai when im sleeping,they tied my hand or they give hot chili pepper on my hand and they courage me to not thinking of my ibu jari n  many2 larrr....haha..this is so funny!

14. like dysha_chan,i oso wish to have my own gallery or studios some day...

15.huh...what else???
16. i dont have any idea larrr
17. what should i type here?
25. finally..the last one!
u never know that aku bersusah-payah to finish up this tag...and i have to memerah otak ku yang kecik ini utk berfikir....berfikir lagi...dan lagi...

so..aku amanahkan kawan2 ku yang belum kene tag utk meneruskan perjuangan kalian......
selipar putus


cerita konvokesyenku

09 October 2010

thanks Lord Jesus Christ,
because God has given a knowledge and braveness to me whole this years..
will not forget the day and the feeling when graduating as degree student from UNIMAS
feel so "up on the world"
a historic day
a very pack day!!
running here running there
and my make-up cair oredi
this is the 2nd time im make-up  since 2006
'when can i wash off my face ah??'

--back to business--
3 year study and its not easy oww...
very tough years for me
i even sometimes feel want to quit study
yar...3 year past quickly..
im crying when hugging my parent
without their support,love and caring
im not here writing my convo's story

its feel like..
tiba2 jadi speechless pulak 
tak tau nak write apa di sini walaupun my mind full of story to share...
one thing for sure
its once in a life
im say 
tak semua orang boleh sampai bachelor degree
out of 10..maybe 3 can masuk universiti...?
hmmm...[pikir2kan la]
study smart
and u'll get when you struggle for it
kawan2 yg masih muda...PLEASE AND PLEASE
dont waste time dlm perkara yg bukan2 (u know)
belajar selagi mampu
jgn fikir  "teda duit dulu"
parent /families tetap sokong punya....



I fall in love for the first sight
you always appear in my dream
i never stop thinking of you!
cant wait to having you around me and with me where ever i may go
i hope you willing to wait for me no matter how long it is.

Love always,
little desperate scooter's girl

" so.....KIUT!!!"
my first expression seeing this scooter
xpecially in PINK
IM NOt a FAN OF PINK kaler
this color do attract me and suit with girl
i decided to OWN this scoot
maybe dream will come true in NOVEMBER
cant wait for next month
i already get my license  L for B2 & D
very HAPPY!!
things really memihak to me lately
thanks LORD!

i do have "A NOt VERY Happy Ending " in my last semester in UNIMAS because of some BFF clazh..
that really make me feel down
im graduating



im searching for my favourite graphic novel that make me fall in love in Mr.Zint up till now
me and my lil bro,Gabriel
hanging around at MPH,The Spring for 1 half hour looking for graphic novel
MPH....i Love You!! a bulk of graphic novel they have!!
make me rambang mata...kalu boleh mmg smua nak beli!!
Under 18 caught my eye....
the first graphic novel that ive read last few year...mmmm.....2002 i think
 masa tu sy 15 tahun
its dream come true to have and collect and keep the book again...
----HAPPY MOOD----


Make a joyful noise unto the Lord!

im a dancer
i dance in the church
im offering my praise by worshipping Lord through dancing
i started to learn tamborine dance at a young age 6 years old
im not going to talk aboau me and dancing
im going to share about
why many people still cant accept dance a way of worship and praise Him??

Please open your bible in Psalm 150
(ya.....everyone should know this verse)
The other verses tell about praising Him with all sorts of music instruments, and we do obey all the verse, contributing it to "we shouldnt dance in the church,"or "its not nice," or "its not our culture to do so" and we prefer to ignore the Word of God and its application.
Many so-called Christian cant wait for weekends to come, when they will then go with their 'dates' to discotheques or night-club to vent-out their 'flesh' in dancing to Satanic music and would either try to justify their act of sin by sheer ignorance of the Word and reluctance to live their separeted from the world. 
Yet they would go to church and criticize the worship, or spend much time in arguing on "whether we should sit or stand for worship, and if we do stand, for how long". They would even argue about the 'controversial' issue of worship dance and pretend to be holy (only on Sunday).
They allow the clapping of hands and yet, only one scripture in the whole Bible refers to the clapping of hands in praise (Psalm 47:1). Yet there are many scriptures to substantiate the tambourine and dance and not many churches are experiencing this dimension of worship.
till then.


oh! september......

ulang alik melalui jalan yang sama selama 4 minggu memang memboringkan
sampai lubang2 jalan pun hafal!!
(itu terlebih suda bha)
Kuching-Serian-Simunjan-Sri Aman-Lubuk Antu
thats why im not updating anything on blogger
but now im back!!
attending a meeting for Generasi Pemenang Youth Ministry and Gempuru Besai Raban Kristian Iban at Sri Aman , opening ceremony for Sg.Klampai church and Mini Youth Camp at Lubuk Antu...
Memang memenatkan
Im doing my job for my Lord
and i never feel regret...
i do feel very tired but i know God is paying me back!!
(im trying to upload some picture here but so slow....so,plz click this link ya....^^)
Generasi Pemenang's Photos



tak payah nak test berpuluh2 kali...
sekali ckup dah pass..!


friends is everything??

Me say::
Family is everything!nonsense la when ppl say friends is everything...
you dont even menghargai your own family

"they always there for youbut we blindthey always wanted to talk to youbut we deafthey always give everything you wantedbut we bisueven say thank you oso berat nak buka mulut "

last time
im not proud of being daughter to my parent
i always say:
 "jahat dady mumy...this cannot,,that cannoteverything cannot..have no freedom la...." and so on

when im growing older [now im twenty three]
i realize that they are really a good friend
i started to learn and share everything with my parent 
i talk to them and they listen
i know how much they appreciate it
you'll never know how your parent have sacrife[a lot] for you
and you say friends is everything??or boyfriends is everything??and you give everything to him back??CRAPS!!tipah tertipu lagi dan lagi...~~~please lar....

have u ever hug your parent?or shake hand with them?or cook for them?or give a flower on valentine day?
[i do.how about you?]

this is my beloved person
without their love
im not around now
and will not typing here
i love my Dad
i love my Mum
very2 much!!!



Im sure everyone got one or more best buddy right?
i got mine oso lah......this is him!!
dearest Mr.Simon Jolly an Kelabit mix Iban guy
we've been friend since 1999...so,mean that 11 years oredi owwh...
we dance together in church and that how we meet and become cloze
im the cikgu...and he is my murid....hahahaa
our friendship is like this::
"we never say that we are best friends
 we just know"
[aiee...macamana itu bha??
ala...macam itu bha ]

very hard to having bestfriend's relationship xspecially when girl and boy become a cloze friends
usually they will fall in love
i love the way we make friends...
i love the way we care each other
i love the way we talks
i love the way we act in front of people
i love and miss the moment when we dance together

owh ya,recently
he become my driver
stay at my house  
because my dad not around
[inilah susah nyer teda lesen bha...
terpaksa menyusahkan org pulak]
for a long time didnt close together like this
it a bit weird for us


im twenty three

08.08.10 [sunday]
Spending my birthday moment with families
 very meaningful to me and so private
when its come to having a gathering with my family member
i love being surround with my families rather than with friends
to me families more important than everything in my life

going to Pizza Hut to having some pizza
because my parent havent try one before...
so,once a while..bring them lorr
since i have my own pocket money now
so i belanja!! 

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